Caleb said to him [Joshua], “I followed the Lord wholeheartedly. So here I am today, eighty-five years old! I am still as strong today as the day Moses sent me out; I’m just as vigorous to go out to battle now as I was then. Now give me this hill country that the Lord promised me that day. You yourself heard then that the cities were large and fortified, but, the Lord helping me, I will drive them out just as he said.” Joshua 14:6-12 (shortened)
Seven years ago, my husband was promoted to a dream job in a different city than where we had lived for 22 years.
I didn’t want to go. My heart was broken!
During the week of settling the details of job benefits, I waited, hoping and praying that God would still shut that door.
One of my friends asked God to guide her in finding a scripture for me. She received today’s verse and sent it in a text. All it did was make me angry. I called her, though neither of us had time to talk. I said in a rush, “Just pray for me. I don’t want to be wholehearted with this move. I’m so upset!”
However, for some reason, during the night, God did a work on my heart. I don’t know how, but the next morning, the anger was completely gone. I was all in and ready to obey. It wasn’t going to be easy, but my attitude had been radically changed.
The following Sunday, we had to tell our church family that in a few weeks we would be leaving.
Tears upon tears came that day. But the strangest thing happened that brought even more tears. The minister made his way to the pulpit and preached.
His sermon was …today’s verse!
No one in the auditorium knew that this was my verse, given to me by God. I sat there stunned, amazed by His confirmation of our choices. I knew without a doubt that God was moving us for a reason beyond our understanding. I was to go with unrestrained, wholeheartedness to enter into His will.
The two years we spent there were both uplifting and crushingly sad (to be very honest). Yet the day before my car headed back “home” was the day I handed in the final manuscript of my book to a local publisher. During those years my husband finished the work he was called to do, and while he traveled, I spent almost all my time finishing off the 13 years it took to write a marriage book in the quiet of my empty house. This task could not have been accomplished in my beloved home town. The Lord provided me with an editor, an artist, a life-coach (to help me with the direction of my book) and a publisher (for self-publishing). A long-distance designer was added to the group towards the last months of our stay.
Now, five years have passed and several women have joined individual ‘classes’ in which the book is used. My book is a ministry, free to anyone in need. A book written to His glory and for His people.
Again, I was and still am amazed at what God did with a heart that had to grow into trusting Him and to grow into becoming wholehearted in His plans for us, however difficult and hard to understand.
In today’s verse, 45 years had passed since Caleb and Joshua had fearlessly spoken up, saying that they all could take the land God wanted to give them. But the Israelites refused and ended up wandering in the wilderness for 40 years. Caleb had been the ‘good guy,’ along with Joshua. Yet, it occurred to me that they had to endure the Israelite’s punishment all these years (unfair!)
Back then, the Israelites met up with a group of frightening, intimidating giants yet still, Caleb and Joshua trusted that God would stay true to His word.
So, God promised Caleb the “hill country” (because he had been wholehearted!). Now, 45 years later, Caleb was ready to receive the promise. Would Joshua even remember?
Caleb had stayed faithful through the waiting time of the wilderness. His greatest source of strength was His Father God. Caleb was wholehearted in his faith and convinced that one day he would possess this land, this hill country of promises.
When the Israelites crossed over Jordan, Caleb went with them into war. He experienced the sweat and toil of the hardships of everyday battle. He stuck it out with them until the right moment came much later to ask for his portion of the land. Caleb, even at 85, was strong and youthful, as spry as the younger men to enter into battle.
Rarely do we find men and women like him in the Bible or in our world. Our lives are richer for knowing him who had such a spirit of God. He was a shining light, courageous, humble, truthful and full of joy. There was a solid peace and certainty in His trust of the Lord that begs to be imitated by all.
In today’s verse, Caleb reminds Joshua of the circumstances of almost a half a century ago in which he had wholeheartedly given himself to the Lord’s purposes.
God’s promise mattered to Caleb and he received what he asked for.
During the week, I asked myself, what does wholehearted mean for our lives?
It means that we park straight in front of our Mighty God and His will for everything we do. We seek His face alone as we ponder our next move.
As humans, we all have rules we devise and follow because they were created by our own needs and wants. For example, I can sleep late today; I can eat whatever I want; It doesn’t matter if I’m late to that event – no one will notice!
But, do we follow the rule that Caleb had? Caleb gave rule of himself over to God, completely.
That is wholehearted!
Caleb would brave the elements of whatever nightmares his land occupants (so dreaded by the Israelites of long ago) held. But God was by his side and that’s all that mattered.
When we choose to stay close to God as was Caleb, going after the enemies of our lives today can actually become somewhat courageously appealing. Picture Caleb, sword in hand, ready to go forward!
Whatever sinful appetites we come face to face with, whatever self-interest, affluence or ruthlessness that comes our way, God is a God of change. We don’t fight to kill; we fight to love! The LOVE of God is our greatest weapon. From the moment Jesus hung on a cross for our salvation, the display of His mighty strength in our lives can break the chains of the most loathsome, repellent sinner who can, in turn, give rule of their lives over to our great God, to our gentle Jesus. Any form of evil can be left behind in the dust.
As wholehearted people with the power of our God, we can seek to be undaunted in our God-given responsibilities and seek to give Him praise. We can obey the call of God. Instead of asking questions to try to get out of the calling, we can become willing to let our offerings cost us something of value, something dear to us, whatever would define giving of our best. We can stand in the day of trouble against the principalities of darkness and pass the test. We can live our lives, not for perfection, but for a consistent choice to walk the road God lays in front of us, even, ever rising after each human faltering step.
Father, we stand ready for your call. But, I am so thankful that we have your son, who with wholehearted, unrestrained fervency loved US enough to give His life for each of us. I am comforted to know that HE goes every step of the way into the unknown along the paths we must go. Help us to follow His footsteps and cling to your presence with a whole heart. I love you, Father, In Jesus name, Amen.